Arrows

This I know.

I cannot live without your presence. You are everything to me.

You are worthy of my praise, Lord.

Worth everything I have to do to adjust and alter my life to draw close to you. Giving up nearness to you is out of the question. Knowing YOU is what I live for. You are my love, my light, my salvation. I will do ANYTHING to make my way to you and I will move everything that slows your way to me. Teach me your ways, O Lord. Clear the path. Arise, my God and come to me.

This is a section of my bible study tonight. Somehow Beth Moore knows how to take my thoughts and make them make sense on paper.

So, this is my prayer for this year.

This year of hard.

This year of change.

This year of growth.

We have been praying and praying.

We both feel we have heard a word form the Lord.

We are not to move. yet.

We have made a lot of stupid choices with our money that have

made us slaves to our debt.

We have not honored God.

We have done what we want and not what he asks.

No MORE.

I want to "move everything that slows his way to us."

So, we are staying here.

For another year.( unless God says otherwise)

Prayerfully selling our house to pay off a big chunk of what we owe.

Working hard to clear away all that is between us and the Lord.

Saying goodbye to my family will be one of the HARDEST things I will ever do.

Living here without them seems to difficult to think of.

NOT DOING WHAT GOD HAS ASKED US TO DO IS COMPLETELY

UN-FATHOMABLE.

I refuse to disobey.

I chose to step in faith.....

no matter the cost.

In our lives Lord, be GLORIFIED.